Hook:
All that i want i'm never gonna get.
All that i want is to crawl out this wreck.
All that i want to be free of this debt.
All that i want is these hands off my neck.

I took it as gospel like every word was real
coz on the real it was surreal the crazy way she made me feel
but once again i dunno why i just spoke to damn early
opened myself up gave opportunity to hurt me.
She took it like fuck it. Grabbed a blade and stuck it
down my neck out my chest so i guess i gotta suck it.
I've gotta figure out what my next action is
and is it even worth half the shit it'll take to get it fixed?
I built up walls and opened doors to let you walk right through
can't believe how at ease bitch i felt to be with you.
I dunno should i kick myself coz i think i fell for you
swimming in a dream i know that shit it can't be true.
I never would have thought that i'd have caught you looking back
or with so little effort i'd open my heart right off the bat.
Now i'm lost for words. I dunno what to say
girl i seen your worth didn't think it'd end this way

HOOK x2

Shit now i'm looking back wondering why the fuck i said that.
Like snap i fall right back to the shadows. To the black.
So i land myself right back at self hatred and that
to the fact that in the past i've seen it never lasts.
I threw my future away like it never really meant much
coz the past's telling me anyway we're gonna lose touch.
Despite what you might think, nah, this didn't stem from lust
it was barely even a factor in what finally come to push.
I'm addicted you're like coke. I'm running quick to overdose
coz i loved it when you touched me when you kissed me held me close.
I didn't know what i wanted but i knew i wanted you.
I knew you wasn't real that you weren't being true.
From feeling stressed to blessed to come to rest at feeling vexxed,
then i start to stress next on all the things that i confessed,
moved the cards from my chest as my feelings were undressed
i found myself exposed didn't know i'd failed your test

HOOK x2

Ha ha bitch! How you like me now?
Did you think that was it? That i'd fucking lie down?
That i'd sit here in silence? That i wouldn't make a sound?
That you wouldn't get bit before my lyrics put you down?
Tell me why should i bite my tongue? Tell me why should i hold back?
Why should i protect you from the truth on a track?
Why shouldn't i tell people "don't trust that little rat!"
how you claimed to be a friend just to stab me in the back?
You used the word "soulmate" but bitch get it straight
you've got no fucking soul you fake, you sold mine off to hate.
You used to talk and mention fate. It was emotional rape.
A part of your sick and twisted games used to manipulate.
What the fuck bitch you're not even the worst
but by my low standards you're up there with the worst
coz when it felt like no one cared you were there with your curse
so it's justified in my mind to write a verse that hurts!

HOOK x2