Hook:
Life's a bitch that i've been unhappy fucking with,
the kind of bitch to take more than you were ever gonna give.
A slut that takes the piss, always acting like a bitch
to have you look at how you live like "this life it's just a bitch!"

It's not often that i kneel by my bed and i pray
but still i gaze into the sky and i wonder what to say
if god's really there does he listen to Day?
If i gave in to faith would it make it all ok?
Really i'm scared but of what i'm unsure
maybe the comfort of sin and embracing it's warmth
my devilish core and the blackness so pure
the sickness of feeling lost? I can't take this shit no more.
Shit it's breaking me down and i can't see the cost
of the emptying of my soul through everything i've lost.
But i feel the icy coldness like the early morning frost
as i try switching off the part of me that gives a toss.
I'm walking in darkness still pacing the rain.
Staring back through the mirror still dealing in pain
trying to come to terms with the shit i can't explain
as i keep repeating history to walk these roads again.

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I feel the coldest shadows casting light onto my shame
while knowing deep in my heart that there's only me to blame
coz inside my tempers flame spits poison at sense of reason
til my ideas of rationality get forced into leaving.
I know i'll burn in hell there's no place for me above
coz ever since my birth i've been fucking this shit up.
Turned away from god young so now it's pointless looking up
it's pointless to try escaping when monotony's got you stuck.
My final destination hasn't really crossed my mind.
I can't see where i'm headed like the journey's got me blind,
i should look for some direction with my eyes open wide.
Peer through my reflection at this person deep inside.
I don't know where i'm going most days i'm feeling lost
like the bus went past my stop and the driver wont let me off.
I'm sick of picking a connection just to have it fucking dropped
and being led to all these doors only to find them fucking locked.

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Am i a coward inside coz i can't take my life?
Am i a coward inside coz i've tried to more than twice?
Am i a coward inside coz i'm forced to hide this knife?
Am i a coward inside coz i'm scared of this life?
I like to think of heaven as a place of eternal peace
but it's an idea for the weak an idea i can't keep
coz heaven against damnation it dont fit with my belief
coz i'm an atheist at war against all of you sheep.
I tried telling in prior verses i keep dreaming of hearses
wreaths reading worthless an omen to make me nervous
like seeing people who hate me resurface for the service
to see me in the ground and to spit on me on purpose.
I know i'm not perfect but then tell me who is.
I mean don't we all slip up on this journey we live?
Some really lose their footing i've stumbled and tripped
face down in the same dirt i tasted as a kid!

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