Hook:
This thing of ours coming into view.
This thing we're building, this thing that grew.
This thing of ours. This me and you.
This thing we're building like a dream coming true.

It's like i dunno how to talk to you how to bring up what's on my mind.
I dunno how to approach this shit so i tried to write some lines,
i tried to get it straight in my mind tried to write the right rhymes
i tried so hard so carefully this time so the right signs there to find.
I'm not listening to other people who dunno what they're talking about
but of course i'll defend my people who gain opinions from my doubt
coz my friends have always been there through the dark we'll see the light
whether you're staying for just one night or becoming a larger part of my life.
Look i'm not making accusations but girl don't be coming here faking,
showing love to my face to be behind my back bare hating
berating me to your friends coz you know you got me chasing,
so you say whatever you want knowing it wont change the situation.
I've been there before fuck going down that road again
towards manipulated thoughts from a bitch being inside my head.
From being strung along and believing everything she said
it's a long dark lonely path you don't wanna know where it led.

HOOK x2

Straight up on the real i really dunno what you're thinking
and not knowing what you want from me's got something inside me sinking
but i'm happy to leave the past laying exactly where it's at.
I'm happy to move forward without raking up the past
coz i know i made mistakes that i'll never be able to fix.
I let my mind run away from me, started over thinking shit.
I convinced myself that history was repeating itself again
so i was pissed with myself for believing all you said.
See i got the path that i walked just as much as you got yours.
I've paced through the darkness always hoping to find a torch
but of course the wind picks up always blowing out the flame
so i'm left where i started back to darkness and blame.
But no matter what you say it takes nothing away
from the pressure in my skull from me feeling this way.
It's like i'm inviting depression by asking awkward questions
but my high expectations seem to render me defenseless.

HOOK x2

Yeah it hurts me to see that you're going through this pain
that it's playing you like a game with negative pressure on your brain.
But see it's dragging me down too coz i really dunno what to do
and there's nothing i can say to make shit easier for you.
Your well being it's important so i'm trying to be supportive
putting myself second fuck my feelings and my thoughts.
I really dont care if i'm selling myself short
coz the shit i felt before don't compare to this warmth.
I mean i never would have thought that i'd have caught you looking back
or with so little effort i'd open my heart right off the bat.
I built up walls but opened doors and just let you walk right through
i can't believe how at ease girl i felt to be with you.
I'm addicted you're like coke i'm running quick to overdose.
I loved it when you touched me when you kissed me held me close.
On the real it was surreal the crazy way you made me feel
the way you got me thinking that my mind might start to heal.

Hook x2